I Took a Temporary break from Photography: 10 Lessons I learned from The 3 Months I worked at Walmart
“Sometimes, stepping away is the only way to see clearly.”
This is a story about burnout, rediscovery, and a hell of a wake-up call. It’s also a bit of a love letter to my family, my town, and the career I almost walked away from entirely.
This post might make or break my business. But I’ve always believed in being real and honest, and today I need to share this. Because sometimes life throws a storm at you—literally—and it forces you to reassess everything.
“3 months. 90 shifts. One giant shift in mindset.”
Why I Left NASCAR and What Changed
Some of you knew, but for the most part, I kept it quiet: I worked at Walmart for three months as a Digital Grocery Shopper. Only my close friends or those who needed to know my schedule were aware.
It wasn’t some grand fall from grace. It was survival. After Hurricane Helene hit, even though our home was spared serious damage (besides a flooded basement), I wasn’t. Emotionally, mentally—it shook me. I had flown out that same morning to shoot a NASCAR race in Kansas, ignoring every gut feeling that screamed at me not to go. I took a longer route through Wytheville instead of my normal drive through Boone, NC—thankfully, because the usual roads were wiped out.
I remember sitting at the gate, watching the plane shake in the wind, scrolling Facebook, and seeing Boone underwater. My stomach dropped. Montanna was already texting me, she was scared as trees fell around our home and the wind roared. She begged me to come back. I didn’t listen. I got on that plane.
By the time I landed, and as I walking walking off the plane I was on the phone with Montanna as she was telling me that Damascus was being evacuated. She and the kids were packing up. I watched a video she sent—my kids scared, her voice shaking—and I knew. I was done. Done putting my job before my family. Done missing the signs. Done traveling full-time for work.
I texted my boss and said I was going home.
That flight back was the hardest of my life. I had chosen my career over my family’s safety. Even if no one could predict the storm’s impact, I knew. My gut knew. And from that moment on, I promised myself things were going to change.
I finished out the NASCAR season and told my bosses I was done. People said I was crazy. Maybe I was. But I’d never been more certain.










Since then, I’ve been choosing the assignments that work for me and my family. I’ve fallen back in love with photography. I’m home every night. I see my wife and kids every weekend. I’m present. And that dark cloud I carried around for years? It’s starting to lift.
But starting over was tough. I didn’t have a local portfolio outside of racing. I didn’t have local clients. So I took a job that paid the bills and gave me time to rebuild.
That job was Walmart. I should also note that I do not work at Walmart any longer and am back to offering my photography services full-time.
And over three months, I learned more than I ever expected—not just about retail, but about myself, my business, and what truly matters.
So here it is:
10 Things I Learned from Working at Walmart (That I’m Bringing Into My Photography Business)
1. The 4am Club is real.
Waking up every day at 4am to be at work by 5 taught me just how much I can get done before most people even hit snooze. Productivity skyrockets when you own your mornings.
2. People just want to feel heard.
I dealt with a lot of frustrated customers. But you’d be surprised what a smile, calm tone, and a little empathy can do. It’s the same in photography—how you treat people matters.
3. Walking + podcasts = creative gold.
Walking close to eight miles a day with audiobooks and podcasts gave my brain time to wander, imagine, and plan. I came home buzzing with ideas for my business. That quiet movement time is powerful.
4. Coworkers shape your experience.
Whether you’re in NASCAR or picking frozen pizzas, your team can make or break a job. I made real friends at Walmart—people I still hang out with today.
5. Leadership matters.
Good bosses lead with empathy and encouragement. Bad ones lead with fear. Walmart reminded me how much leadership style impacts morale—and I carry that into how I collaborate now.
6. There’s always more going on behind the scenes.
The OGP (Online Grocery Pickup) system is a beast. Fast-paced, detailed, and team-driven. It reminded me how, in photography too, people only see the end result—but the behind-the-scenes work matters deeply.
7. I was ashamed. Then I wasn’t.
I felt embarrassed at first. From photographing NASCAR to picking groceries? But I did what I had to do for my family and my future. And I gained an even deeper respect for retail workers—hardworking people who don’t get nearly the credit they deserve.
8. Show up and give a damn.
I took pride in my work, even if it wasn’t glamorous. And guess what? People noticed. Same goes for photography: if you care, it shows. Your attitude always leaves a mark.
9. Wear solid shoes. Seriously.
I walked miles daily—thank God for my Hokas. But here’s the metaphor: proper shoes = being prepared. In business, preparation helps you go the distance. Know your gear, know your client, and show up ready.
10. There is no such thing as starting over. You’re just building differently.
Working at Walmart didn’t erase my past. It added to it. I didn’t “start over.” I redirected. I learned what I’m made of, what I value, and how much I love what I do. And now, I’m building something more sustainable, more fulfilling—and more me—than I ever had before.
This year has been humbling. But it’s also been healing. I found my fire again. I reconnected with why I picked up a camera in the first place. And most importantly, I found my why—my family, my community, my joy.
To anyone out there navigating a career shift, burnout, or the hard choice between “what pays the bills” and “what fills your soul”—you’re not alone.
You just might find your clarity on the grocery aisle like I did.
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Thanks for reading. If this resonated with you, I’d love to hear your story—or answer any questions about what this transition has been like. Feel free to blast me an email or message me on the various social media platforms that I am on. Also, just to restate, I not longer work at Walmart and am offering my photography services full-time again.
- Sincerly, Ben Earp